@I Need You - LeAnn Rimes

i don't need a lot of things
i can get by with nothing

of all the blessings life can bring

i've always needed something

so, updates.

it was not easy

coming to a decision like this.

yet

its what i've decided

since a long time ago.

prom.

theme was starry starry night.

tropicana golf n country resort,

hard to find place...

it was outdoors,

when we arrived...

almost everyone's face was oily,

cos it was hot

make up was kind of smudged.

i went to a prom without make up.

hahahahahahahahaha yeah.

here are some photos related...

prom dress.

prom heels.

have not gotten any photos.

had my hair temporarily straightened.

overall the event was not fantastic,

but not bad either...

appreciates the effort put in.

random photos:

up: @FullHouse cafe, Niucheshui.

down: @SunWong, Jaya One.

thanks for everything.

for being there, for the time and energy, for making things happen, for the support, for the love and care, for making me believe, for tolerating my tantrums...for everything.

but i've got all i want

when it comes to loving you

you're my only reason

you're my only truth

i need you

oh yes i do

@You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson

for you are not alone

for i am here with you
tough we're far apart
you are always in my heart

i can't believe that
i suddenly decided to
pump the oxygen back into
this blog.

life has been a bitch
and i have been trying to be the pimp.
guess what?

to a certain point of time in life
things happen
people come, people go
some get the apple, some get the watermelon
it sucks..so much, ain't?

but! when these things happen...
you find something amazing.

curious? i bet you are :p
what's amazing is,
you know who are your true friends.
you discover those
who have quietly been your angel,
they had all the choices;
but they still,
chose to be by your side.

sure, it hurts.
when the ones you thought they cared,
are the ones that ignore you...
especially when you...
need them the most.
irony? ironic.
but...what's more than that?

On a very very superbly fantastically random note:

this might be something utmost unappealing,
something that might make you utter "cheh",
something you look at everyday.well, this is of course,
what i look at everyday la not you.
but you have yours as well.

so the very very superbly random question is:
when was the last time you spoke to those who live beside you?
yes, your neighbor.

i spoke to mine today.
as we were talking, i realize that i...
didn't even know how she really looks like
before this. sad la.
she was giving me the "mee suah" that she hand-packed herself,
and a bottle of red wine residue...
"your mom said it tastes delicious to cook this with `ikan bilis"
`anchovies in BM.
***you know what? i never even heard this
myself from my mother***

suddenly it reminds me of how we use to write `karangan
regarding the differences between
"living in a city and in a rural area"
`kehidupan di bandar dan di kampung. bandingkan.
and so we intellectually write all the reasons
that we can think of,
that causes the city people to not know
who is living around them.
`essay
`life in the city and life in the village. compare.

should we think of a way to overcome it
instead of writing all the philosophies
and waste the trees.
when all remains as philosophies.

Again: Do you know your neighbor/s?
*i know i'm annoying, you can rant about it
in the chatterbox :)*

but first i need your hand

then forever can begin.

@ What About Now? - Chris Daughtry.

baby, before its too late...what about now?

It was raining heavily.

It was almost 9 in the night.
he came home exhausted from a long day's work in the office,
the day was frustrating...

because the routine was as heavy as it was,
added with the boss's demands that sound like they need forever.

Almost drenched...after the hell he just went through

in the traffic congestion on the way home,
he stepped into the house..

wishing that there would be someone to ask him how's his day..
hoping that he'll get to hug her,

with a voice telling him softly to his ears that everything's alright..

familiar and reassuring,
looking forward to a dinner with her to tell her about his day..

But,
the house was empty.
he could even hear his own breathing,
he looked around again...there was no one,
she was not there.

Just as he settled down after a warm bath...

he realised the sky was still pouring.
"Tonight's gonna be cold." he whispered to himself.
"Even colder without her." he thought.

Sighing, he sat down on the sofa...thinking about her.
The times both spend together along the beach,
the moment where both teased each other before going to bed,
the weekends he'd spend all day with her just looking at her face,
looking into her eyes...

he just love listening to her.
every single piece of memory seems to be flooding back.
as vividly as they just happened a few days ago...

The moment he realised that he had dozed off,
he was awaken by knockings on his door...

he checked the clock on the wall,
it was already 11. "wow."
as he dragged himself approaching the door...

wondering.
He opened it carefully,

trying to catch a glimpse of the person...

=)

it has been 7 years since.

nine-eleven.

*a moment of silence*

what about now?

what about today?

test test bump bump

new layout!

=)

chinese new year on the wayyy

ok 2008 chinese new year is around the corner in like...less than 2 weeks time? woOopz. and while the festival's arriving...ads about the chinese traditional celebration are all over since like...the end of last year's december? i'm not too sure...hehe. here's one of my DIY ads. it happened during last semester's sem break when i was working... here comes

i was having my dinner in the stock room until i find some interesting stuff as shown in the picture on the left: an orange color mixture in a bottle, an orange color bowl, an orange color box...and i stacked them up to see the differences in the color.........

orange color is bright, refreshing, sour, sweet.

well, do u see any difference? i bet if i poured the mixture in the bowl, no one would actually notice there is liquid in it X)

the orange color is one of the most favorable color especially when it comes to the chinese new year cos it resembles the mandarin oranges "ju zi" in chinese or "kat" in cantonese...that are believed to be able to bring good luck to people. one of the many beliefs among the Chinese and it is being spread to other cultures as well...

anywayyyyyy....i wanna post a question: can the color of the mixture be the same as the bowl and the box...other than using the similar coloring material used in creating em?

OWW...yeah i'm about to reveal the name of the mixture...probably all of u already made ur guess or already knew what it is...anyway, it appeared in the recent TV ads together with mandarin oranges =P.the mixture. is a drink. be ur own judge, it brings luck or the otherwise =P. my ad is to condemn the one on the TV ok...

e.g. u're wearing this very very beautiful white blouse on the 1st day of chinese new year, everyone noticed and gave their compliments on how u look with that gorgeous piece...and suddenly.........at ur relative's house, u accidentally spill some MIRINDA orange drink on ur blouse. u feel devastated cos u know the stain can't be easily removed, perhaps impossible to, without destroying the whole material with bleaching products...

if its so impossible to remove it from a fabric...imagine from flesh and blood? LOL.

uwahh haha. anyways... a random photo for the day

ok...i dunno what u all think but to me this couple is kissing. and kan lebih senang if the lady is wearing heels instead of a pair of pink sneakers LOL. ok and again...why kenapa it is always selalu the lady girl perempuan who siapa needs perlu to untuk do buat a little bit sedikit more lebih banyak sacrifices???????? (not all but majority...see even in the picture the girl has to make herself taller, cant the guy make himself shorter or smth LOL) k la...ranting only la...heheh.

i hereby wish everyone a happy chinese new year

especially to those who are celebrating it

and *screams* SIM EE I UPDATED MY BLOG!!! heh.

chioz. till the next post, take care all. regards.

43 days ago was 1st of November...

i've not been blogging for almost 43 days and i almost forgotten my password -shrugs- now continue on with the Bandong trip...i won't be explaining much...i'll just post up some pictures and add some captions ekay...sorry for the really late delay >_<... okay...above is some park i forgot it's name...but it's a cultural park where all kinds of different buildings are displayed...that time when i went there were not much because it was a weekday and most of the stuff are only opened during weekends, holidays... this was one of the building...i wish i owned it =P...

this is the night view of the mini park in Resto Pak Chi Met...we literally sticked to the food there the whole of our trip cos we can't find any better than that =))...

what we had on the 2nd day was almost the same...except for these few items...[1st] lemonade punch drink (this is nice)...[2nd] baked macaroni and cheese [3rd]...is the close up LOL...this one's not bad...it looks special but it tasted nothing really new...and it was quite tawar also...tasteless...

and the above 3 pictures are photos of the volcano crate from the top of the mountain...very nice right...? teehehe...its very cold up the hill...i forgot the volcano's real name but i think its called Puncak Bandong...

[1st] so we head down to the volcano...in search for some hotsprings (as in real ones) ...on the way there...the scenery is...fantastico! pretty rite [2nd] my sis captured a real spider web...that hasn't fell off due to the amount of water drops on it...by this time our camera is dead...no battery already so she used my PHONE. hahahaha. [3rd] is captured when we reached the end of our journey...the hotsprings!!! well that's my sister and i'm still trying to safeguard my safety...it is believed that some of the hotsprings can go up to 60-80 degree celcius!...eggs anyone? =D

this is the scenery of a hotspring park...the hotsprings here are made by man...but the hotspring water is channeled from the volcano itself!

PICTURE OF THE DAY! can anyone tell me what does this message actually mean?! i found this in a store while shopping for clothes in Bandong! hahaha.....i'm still figuring...

okie that's all for the day...i don't wanna cram up so much photos causing very slow page loading...so this is the end for part II Bandong trip!! heheee...will upload remaining ones soon enough cos i'm more free now.

Have a nice day everyone!

a month ago was October.

gosh. i've almost decided to quit blogging. yes, again. hahahaha, but in the end i didn't la cos i'll feel guilty =P. i can't believe i've not blogged for like...a month? exactly ONE month. compared to previous times when i update my blog for almost every day.

anyways, there are alot of stuff that happened in the month. i'm not gonna be able to update all of em in one post so i'm gonna drag for a few... =) so stay with me okay. so the most significant part of the previous month was my trip to Paris... ... ...hahahaha. okay lah, actually it was Bandong in Indonesia.

Here are some of the pictures of the trip on day 1~

the 1st photo was the 1st thing i noticed in the duty free store in KLIA airport, Chivas! pretty rite? teehehe, the prices for alcoholic drinks here are at least 20-50 rm cheaper than market price...from what i see lah. 2nd photo i took when we were on the way walking to MY PLANE. hahahahahaha. manage to catch d photo before i had to off my phone.

the flight took us approximately 2 hours...and both photos above are the description of the room...my parents had a room for themselves with a queen-sized bed while my sis and i had a similar one, difference is we had 2 single beds. the food and drinks provided are free =P in the room lah. hahaha. not bad aight. still got ASTRO to watch. btw, the name of the hotel was Hotel Sukajadi in Bandong.
the next important thing we had to worry about was...F-o-o-D! we didn't have the mood to travel off so far to get food since all of us were too hungry and angry cos we just got conned by some cab driver for the taxi fee (ask me for further info) hahaha. we came to this restaurant opposite of our hotel. Resto Pak Chi Met. sounds weird haha but dont ask me i dont know what it means either. anyways......i'm missing the food there okay. so...coffee for 5,000 anyone up for it? XD
[1st] is my lunch on the 1st day, Rojak Buah. it was good, because they used potatoes...was really sweet and crunchy. u can opt for the spicy one, but that...if u choose to challenge how far u can go taking spicy food. cos its really...i mean, really spicy. [2nd] is my drink...its called Pak Chi Met's special drink...i dont know what kind of fruits n veggie r mixed together but it tasted good after weird. hahaha. =) [3rd] is mini kerangs...i didn't taste this but all the others claimed it was the best of the restaurant hehe. [4th] is what almost everyone had for lunch, set meal...35,000 hahahahaha. anyway it was really nice and filling. so far this is the best restaurant we've been to in the city.
dinner on the same day...there were alot more but i didn't have the chance to snap pictures cos everyone was h-u-n-g-r-y lolz. [1st] ulam...with sambal =) healthy. [2nd] is rice cooked with eggs and cucumber...hehehe weird but nice =X [3rd] garlic prawn...this one tasted kinda normal and weird too. the best thing during dinner was my drink...too bad i forgot to take it down in a photo, it was a 3 layered coffee X3X3.

the next 2-3 days of the trip is TO BE CONTINUED... ... ... ... ...stay tuned.

the meet up yesterday was really nice...it was one of the happier times =D. especially laying under the sky...there were no stars on the sky, nevertheless there was one on the ground, whom my head was resting on... ... ...

i just wanna say thanks for everything, and sorry for anything i've said or did mistakenly that have hurt u somehow.

dont think i'm trying to nag. i just wanna keep saying in case it becomes too late one day. that i really appreciate and is grateful of having u around to love and be loved by u.

cash...i really miss u and i still do. perhaps some people might think its kinda dumb to keep hanging on to something that i know very well might never come back to me again.

everytime i think of u, i'd still remember times when ur still around...proudly walking side by side with me and be there for me when no one is around. thoughts that'd make my eyes filled with warm liquid.

if u are still somewhere out there, i wish so bad ur still safe and sound. u're always with me. i.love.you.both.

stay with me people...more to come on the trip to Indonesia. btw...

Happy Deepavali to all who are celebrating it! =) murukkus...toseys...wheeee hahaha. enjoy.

the 1st day of this week was a rainy day...

i still remember. it was raining heavily...and i needed to get myself to my work place. it was a Monday, i was suppose to work in the afternoon shift...so it started at 1 pm... ... ... ... ... ...sometimes rain can be really pretty, as it is one of the element of life =) i caught these picts when i was on the way to work in my dad's car. heh. i hope it can calm uncomfortable souls.

ekay, erm...i know i'm alot of days back with this blog. sorry ladies n gentlemen. here are some updates kay =D so far, work has been fun for me...i know i'm very lucky to be where am i now. although not as lucky as some, or very very lucky compared to some. anyways, Hari Raya Aidilfitri is approaching...and as the festival season is just around the corner...

i caught this when i heard really loud raya songs sung with the microphone...i think this was the rehearsal. those kids have really good voices and are really talented. according to my friend they were some bintang kecil for a tv channel, i think it was tv9.

although they have nice voices and talented skills, they were too loud! *_* seriously. our eardrums were like gonna bleed. sorry lil ones =). but ur voices were awesome, really stable...

anyways those were also the set up in subang parade for hari raya. i guess its not completed yet since the stuff are only ''bones-like". teehe.

okey urm next. yesterday i went to Jabatan Imigresen Negara to renew my passport. I AM GOING TO PARIS! =D. can u believe that? i'm actually going to Bandung, Indonesia. hahaha.

but its not at all bad ler. i heard that the place is a heaven for shopaholics i'm just describing my sister hahahaha. so yeah, on the left is an illustration of the place. btw...they were so much more efficient than where they use to be (have to wait for at least 2 weeks for a passport to be completed). so no worries, now...u can have it within 24 hours. =) cheers for this part of malaysia teehehehe. btw this is the centre located in subang.

next...would be my trip to this place just to kill time while waiting for the completion of the passports...

...=) i figured that this place is familiar to almost all of malaysians. the place who had recently completed the addition of a new wing to the original building. Sunway Pyramid.

went there to have lunch and walk around...so... ... ... ...here's yesterday's lunch![1st]my set: it's called O'Viet Seafood Special "Pho Hai San", it's a mildly spicy soup filled with fish fillets, prawns, deep fried shrimpballs, and squid...really nice, and it also comes with a plate of fresh vegetables, like 'ulam' in the malay style. [2nd]my mom's: i dunno what exactly this is but, it's chicken mixed with a special gravy together with veggies and meehoon...she claims its delicious. [3rd]my dad and my sis's: lemongrass chicken with rice...the chicken was good as it was fresh and tender...also the taste of lemongrass just made everything better still...[4th]the appetizer, just like popiah with loads of veggies in it...and it doesn't easily tore apart since the outer layer is really strong...really nice and crunchy =)...and i forgot to take the photo of my drink: a mixture of fresh egg, soda and cream

it was a Vietnamese restaurant. so...the menu, the settings, and the place. sorry didn't get the exact address but it's in the old wing somewhere nearby a floor above the ice rink. give it a try, i think its abit more healthy compared to alot of other cuisines available in here. =)

also...the changes i found in the building...

the toilets! i dunno whether am i the one outdated cos i've not been to the place for sometime since the last time i went...but i find the toilets have been made really nice? i hope it would be maintained the cleanliness though its beautiful teehe. i'm not sure if all toilets look the same, cos i only been to one so far. haha so this is it.

last but not least, i got my renewed passport...worked alot...i'm happy that i have someone to spend time coming to see me after work (although in the end i had to rush back to get my phone)...i hope to be able to get a car of my really really OWN...by end of next year or hopefully before i graduate =).

that's all people. thanks.