something i might regret.

finally things have slowed down for me to catch a breath. lately it has been really busy, is it me or am i living in the future?

28th of Feb was a long day starting from 11.30am with only 30 minutes break till 5pm, all of us was rushing to complete the assignment and then study for exam where i almost haven't had enough time to SLEEP.

29th was my birthday, yes i have only celebrated 5 birthdays in 20 years and by all of us are 80...i'd still be at my 20's hahahahahahaha. okay, with 28th ended up in a mess, on this day i had to freaking wake up at 6am and get my a** off driving to college. the traffic on federal highway was reaaaaaally slow by 6.30am - 6.45am......what are u people, bats?! i almost fell asleep with my head still looking at the lecturer at 8.

i'm supposed to meet up with someone at 10am. i screwed up. i think, 50/50. parents came at 10.15 sharp as i've mentioned, and i chose to go with them. i figured there were some discrepancies somewhere somehow, i was standing outside the cafe for 30minutes and i didn't see him at all. i threw my phone back into the bag cos i was panicking, and only realized the messages on the way to MV.

so......arrived in MV and i was the 30th person to arrive. GEOX had this thing of giving out shoes up to rm899 to leap year babies but only limited to the first 29 comers.........30th was me. its because they have 2 outlets, one in MV another in Pavillion, it was a tough decision to decide rushing to Pav cos the area was badly jammed.

we went there anyways, and turned out to be the 18th person to be there. they let me choose any shoes from the store and they had me try for the size *how nice* so in the end i got a pair of shoes worth rm499.90 for FOC. *oh btw i couldn't find any shoes more than the price of rm699 there HAHA CHEATERS* anyways i'm still happy. haha. tooties.

during lunch, jelly called me saying that they're facing troubles with the assignment and they can't finish it if i'm not there by 3.30pm. managed to get myself there at 3 something and i drove her to find a cyber cafe just because the requirement stated that they need some kinda paper-that-will-make-ur-ass-bleed-if-u-wipe-it-after-u-poo...and believe me or not there are NO cyber cafes in the area that provide that freaking paper unless we're willing to pay at least RM25 for that 50 pages. omg? forget it i'm just gonna print em for rm2 in the college. stupid. lol.

finished everything and manage to get home by 6pm with the traffic along federal highway after working hours. freaks. rested for barely 2 hours and i had to prepare to go out meeting my friends. which turned out pretty good, i miss em. i really wish that i had more time for them. i will. i promise. =D

got home by 12am...blow candles and i went.......d.e.a.d. tired. until even my breath was heavy. i thought i'd die of suffocation. haha.

i realized where i went wrong
sorry that i didn't have the guts to make changes
i had to follow along cos there were hearts that i don't wanna break
i had to break urs and mine, as well.
believe it or not, accept it or not
i'm sorry, that's all i can do
if u'd allow me to.

there was never wrong or right,
only yes or no.
i just learned.

perhaps it is the best for things to stay the way it was meant to be. =)