Sunday, April 27, 2008

found this.

found this...

its cute.

nuff said.


presenting:

Schnuffel Bunny!

enjoy =)




love u.

more and more.

Friday, April 25, 2008

scream louder, sweat harder

one paper down,

another one to go.

TODAY.

actually still got two,

MORE.


Lifespan Development,

i'm bringing you,

DOWN.


Oh yeah,


Happy 20th Birthday,

bastard =)

you know who you are.

don't worry i'm sincere.

=D

Monday, April 21, 2008

go baby go! =)

finals starting... two-more-row!!

*how i wish it's really that*

so haha.




today only i went to collect,

my exam slip,

damn last minute rite?


i know.

got my student bill for the new semester too...

around 5k (RM)


its a new beginning, again =D.





yinjiun says...
good luck and

all the very best to all

who will be facing finals starting...

well, today? haha.

and i hope shit this time around

can really turn into gold =X



i love you.
wish me luck.

*yeay*
...

Thursday, April 17, 2008

scream scream faint faint


aight,
finals
is coming
in less than a week's time

~sooner or later, students are gonna reach the exam papers before the teachers do.~

*waits patiently with a big grin*



and,

i still...


yes!
don't have the
"mood to study"





i don't know why but...

++i feel like i'm looking at myself in the picture++

haha, like...dead meat.
tasty tasty =)



*wonders why am i so distracted*

*hmm*


--slits wrist--

across the river instead of along the road.
<3>






eh bastard,

i miss you.

i know you're busy.

but,

i still want you around.

just so that i don't feel lonely. =D

i'm sorry,

i'm this selfish.





i love you baby.

*smiles*

Friday, April 11, 2008

broken-hearted-ness.


today,
i saw something that

broke.my.heart.


imagine this

lying motionless on the road
bleeding so badly

without its head?


i am still wondering why couldn't i see the head anywhere.


perhaps its because this happened too many times before
some might claim that this is normal,
as in it is usual? or a natural phenomena?
some say that they're used to it,
are they numb or heart-less?
some stated that: its not like we can do anything,
but i'm sure we can do SOMEthing?


i don't know about you all out there but,
no matter how many times;
i come across this,
it still wrecks my heart.


killing a kitten,
is like killing a baby.
no matter unintentionally or purposely,

it is still a life.



this is not only for kittens,
also for puppies, squirrels, everything



call me stupid,
and i'll shut u up =).



oh oh ohhhhh, and! THIS just made things worse...ever heard of Bonsai Kittens?
although it has been claimed as an internet hoax,
i still think the idea is stupid,

yeah you heard me,

s-t-u-p-i-d.


its just like, macam...
Tobby,Calice & Alley Cat: What?! We don't wanna stay in a bottle!

Idiots: You know what? I think you should.

Tobby, Calice & Alley Cat: But why?! We just wanna live, like you!

Idiots: Cos you know, *fakes a smile* we think you look cuter in a bottle.

Tobby, Calice & Alley Cat: ... ... ...we just wanna live, like u. so please look out for us

we know u can, we believe in u =).


last but not least,i'd like to remind readers that,

this post is not created to cause any intended spur,

or to offend anyone by purpose;

its just what i think and feel,

about this.

*the story originals: i saw a dead kitten when i was driving home from campus this morning, and i believe the accident was quite new...the head of the kitten was gone, no where near the body.

thanks! =)

Monday, April 7, 2008

hearts.

love,










can sometimes be lonely.



love,











can sometimes be possesive.




love,
can sometimes make you cry.




love,











can be addictive.


love can be everything,
when there is nothing.

love can be caring,
when everyone left.

love can be interesting,
when boredom is suicidal.

love can be perfection,
when everything else is going wrong.

not everything about love is good,
yet we get so addicted.

we indulge in almost anything it has to offer,
and risk losing what we are.

love is a game with no rules,
therefore no one really wins in this game,

although it has a lot of players,
even more than football fans.


to me, love is to see imperfection
as spaces of improvement,

to see anger
as a source of motivation,

to see lonliness,
as time we've got to miss each other

to see your partner,
with you as one.



time approve of love,
as how it proves love.
love is full of uncertainty.
yet,
i am certain that...
i love you.

Friday, April 4, 2008

check check.


fuck off and die.










fuck-ed off and dead,
at the least;
my heart and feelings,
both IS.
...





assignments, checked.

presentation, just checked.

final examination, not checked. =(

semester holidays, hell yeah checked. =D

experience quadrapled.

lessons learned.

heart burned.

i'm still ok.

*just continue smiling*

and i promise,

i will always be there.




...
but,







yes.
i will always,
pull through...
whatever wounds you've left me with.
i still am who i am,
and i still have what i own.






i hate to do this,
anyways...
i don't care









i will live. hahahahaha.
and i'm done for today =]